i cant even tonight

I want to believe it when he tells me I’m beautiful, but it’s so hard to. Even if he is telling the genuine truth I immediately think “no I’m not”. I hate not being the most beautiful girl that my love has been with. People have pointed this out to me numerous times, I just don’t measure up. He says I’m the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen, ever since the first time he saw me, but knowing what the other girls look like- I just can’t believe him.


Also I don’t see enough white feminists giving credit to Nicki Minaj beyond the interview of her doing her eyeliner.  Did you guys forget that she recognized and IDed as cisgender, and recognized that vagina does not equal womanhood, when she called herself a “woman with vagina.”  And that asshole talk show host laughed and said “as opposed to a women without one?” and she gave him a the meanest look and said “yes.”